some day I will be well rested.  some day I will sleep for longer than two hour chunks.  some day I will not need to invent new words to describe my particular level of exhaustion.  some day I won’t stay up until 1am meeting deadlines and then want to die the next day.  some day I’ll drink 3 shots of espresso and be wired, not still an exhausted zombie.  some day I’ll look on these days fondly.  

digging deep today.  digging very very deep.